Ah, just realised another sale.. Thank you to the mystery buyer who purchased “If You Have No Patience, I HAVE NO TIME!” stickers from my RedBubble store!!! =D
Grim-chan was quite the seller during last Christmas sales, the other partnering best selling design being “Kiss My Cute Ass!!!” Thank You to all Grim-chan lovers!!!! X)
Uwaaa~ just wanna wish the mystery buyer who purchased Tim and Emily Hoodies from my RedBubble store a Happy Happy Valentine’s Day! Thank you so so much for purchasing the hoodies! It’s my first hoodies sales at RedBubble.. lolz~ ^^”
The Lunar New Year of the Dragon is coming soon.. So i wanna take this opportunity to wish all my celebrating friends HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! Hope everyone had an awesome X’mas and New Year Celebration!! =D
i just realised i haven’t post any sales update for my Zazzle stores since July 2010!! O_O” eep.. i honestly thought i did do one update last year.. ^^” oh well, here are the sales i’ve made since then!! X)
Thank you Kathlene from Costa Mesa, CA for purchasing (frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
(frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Mason from Tucson, AZ for purchasing (julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
(julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
Thank you Erin from Naples, FL for purchasing You don’t see me, You won’t see me! Binder by silentcries
You don’t see me, You won’t see me! Binder by silentcries
Thank you Nikki from Miramar, FL for purchasing (tim-b09) I Love Me Button by frozenfa
(tim-b09) I Love Me Button by frozenfa
Thank you Suzanne from Winooski, VT for purchasing (schm-st01) Schmoo Sticker by frozenfa
(schm-st01) Schmoo Sticker by frozenfa
Thank you Nguyen from Grenoble, France for purchasing (cfraz-mg01) Chibi Frazzle Mug by frozenfa
(cfraz-mg01) Chibi Frazzle Mug by frozenfa
Thank you Christine from Raleigh, NC for purchasing (ken-gc01) Kenny by the Beach Card by frozenfa
(ken-gc01) Kenny by the Beach Card by frozenfa
Thank you Sandra from Mosman, Australia for purchasing Yuriko-chan by frozenfa
Thank you Normand from Hobe Sound, FL for purchasing Lil’ Frazzle Meows~ Poster by frozenfa
Lil’ Frazzle Meows~ Poster by frozenfa
Thank you Matthew from Orlando, FL for purchasing (tim-mg11) I Love Me Mug by frozenfa
(tim-mg11) I Love Me Mug by frozenfa
Thank you Ribena from London, United Kingdom for purchasing Dear Pillow… T-Shirt by silentcries
Dear Pillow… T-Shirt by silentcries
Thank you Irene from Waterford, Ireland for purchasing (tim-mg11) I Love Me Mug by frozenfa
(tim-mg11) I Love Me Mug by frozenfa
Thank you Dennis from Billerica, MA for purchasing (tim-t46) Tim in Red Kids T-Shirt by frozenfa
(tim-t46) Tim in Red Kids T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Beth from Yachats, OR for purchasing a customized (tim-sb01) Happily Twisted & Mental Skateboard by frozenfa
(tim-sb01) Happily Twisted & Mental Skateboard by frozenfa
Thank you Jodi from Wilton Manors, FL for purchasing (mewr-s1) Love You! Sticker by frozenfa
(mewr-s1) Love You! Sticker by frozenfa
Thank you Sandee from Castle Rock, WA for purchasing (mewr-mg03) Love You Mug by frozenfa
(mewr-mg03) Love You Mug by frozenfa
Thank you Daniel from Münster, Germany for purchasing (mewr-s1) Love You! Sticker by frozenfa
(mewr-s1) Love You! Sticker by frozenfa
Thank you Sarah from Marquette, MI for purchasing (julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
(julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
Thank you Sherrie from Richmond, CA for purchasing (schm-t01) Schmoo Kids T-Shirt by frozenfa
(schm-t01) Schmoo Kids T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Scott from Midland, Australia for purchasing a customized (julian-mg01) Julian – The Rasta Crab Mug by frozenfa
(julian-mg01) Julian – The Rasta Crab Mug by frozenfa
Thank you Ryan from Manchester, NH for purchasing (cfraz-k03) Chibi Frazzle Meows Keychain by frozenfa
(cfraz-k03) Chibi Frazzle Meows Keychain by frozenfa
Thank you Krista from Gurnee, IL for purchasing (frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
(frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Susan from Tecumseh, MI for purchasing (frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
(frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Anthony from Edinburgh, United Kingdom for purchasing Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Thank you Peter from Lisburn, United Kingdom, for purchasing (SF-03) Summer Fun T-Shirt by frozenfa
(SF-03) Summer Fun T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Alexis from Fairbanks, AK for purchasing pc05) Life In The City Postcard by frozenfa
(pc05) Life In The City Postcard by frozenfa
Thank you Sang from Thousand Oaks, CA for purchasing I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Damian from Rockdale, Australia for purchasing (tim-t37) Hello!!! T-Shirt by frozenfa
(tim-t37) Hello!!! T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Matthias from Göteborg, Sweden for purchasing You won’t see me! Poster by silentcries
You won’t see me! Poster by silentcries
Thank you Lynda from Leicester, United Kingdom for purchasing customized (frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
(frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Matthew from Rockville, MD for purchasing (julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
(julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
Thank you Earlene from Southwest Ranches, FL for purchasing customized (mewr-s1) Love You! Sticker by frozenfa
(mewr-s1) Love You! Sticker by frozenfa
Super big THANK YOU to Patti from Tampa, FL for purchasing 25 customized (julian-mp02) Hermit Julian Mousepad by frozenfa
(julian-mp02) Hermit Julian Mousepad by frozenfa
Thank you Praveen from Kirkland, WA for purchasing (frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
(frothie-t) Frothie T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Pourpoint from Verneuil Sur Seine, France for purchasing customized (cfraz-b02) Chibi Frazzle Button by frozenfa
(cfraz-b02) Chibi Frazzle Button by frozenfa
Thank you Christopher from Pembroke, United Kingdom for purchasing (tim-gc05) Missing You~ Card by frozenfa
(tim-gc05) Missing You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Ng from Footscray, Australia for purchasing customized I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Elizabeth from Rye, NY for purchasing a pair of (ken-gc01) Kenny by the Beach Card by frozenfa
(ken-gc01) Kenny by the Beach Card by frozenfa
Thank you Monique from Stamford, CT for purchasing Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Thank you Carol from London, United Kingdom for purchasing Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Thank you Reima from Swansea, United Kingdom for purchasing (cfraz-t01) Chibi Frazzle T-Shirt by frozenfa
(cfraz-t01) Chibi Frazzle T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Linda from Ann Arbor, MI for purchasing No Discount?! Button by frozenfa
No Discount?! Button by frozenfa
Thank you Debbie from Moorpark, CA for purchasing With Love – (Emily) Sticker by frozenfa
With Love – (Emily) Sticker by frozenfa
Thank you Kimberly from Killingworth, CT for purchasing a customized Holy Cow! Avery Binder by frozenfa
Holy Cow! Avery Binder by frozenfa
Thank you Clive from Cwmbran, United Kingdom for purchasing You don’t see me~ T-Shirt by silentcries
You don’t see me~ T-Shirt by silentcries
Thank You So Much to Jessica from Van Nuys, CA for purchasing…
5 customized (tim-t40) ARGH!!! T-Shirt by frozenfa
3 customized (tim-t40) ARGH!!! T-Shirt by frozenfa
a customized (tim-t40) ARGH!!! T-Shirt by frozenfa
a customized (tim-t40) ARGH!!! T-Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Jörg from Sontra, Germany for purchasing customized I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Eileen from Honolulu, HI for purchasing customized (mewr-stp01) You Are Invited Stamps by frozenfa
(mewr-stp01) You Are Invited Stamps by frozenfa
Thank you Gatellier from Gien, France for purchasing (schm-b01) Schmoo Button by frozenfa
(schm-b01) Schmoo Button by frozenfa
Thank you Emese from Bainbridge, NY for purchasing Support Bacteria! Bumper Sticker by frozenfa
Support Bacteria! Bumper Sticker by frozenfa
Thank you Mabel from Jackson Heights, NY for purchasing (tim-b13) Love You~ Button by frozenfa
(tim-b13) Love You~ Button by frozenfa
Thank you Jason from Pemberton, NJ for purchasing In You Have No Patience… iPhone 4 Case by silentcries
In You Have No Patience… iPhone 4 Case by silentcries
Thank you Shannon from Stockton On Tees, United Kingdom for purchasing customized I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Isabella from Eastbourne, United Kingdom for purchasing customized I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Lisa from Spring, TX purchasing Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Thank you Yiliang from Rochester, NY for purchasing Customizable Couple’s iPhone 4 Case (His) by frozenfa and Customizable Couple’s iPhone 4 Case (Hers) by frozenfa
Customizable Couple’s iPhone 4 Case (His) by frozenfa
Customizable Couple’s iPhone 4 Case (Hers) by frozenfa
Thank you Andreas from Wangen, Switzerland for purchasing customized Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Julian – the rasta crab by frozenfa
Thank you Melissa from Sierra Vista, AZ for purchasing (tim-b10) Hug? Button by frozenfa
(tim-b10) Hug? Button by frozenfa
Thank you Nhien from San Diego, CA for purchasing Wear Your Feelings! – Shirt by frozenfa
Wear Your Feelings! – Shirt by frozenfa
Thank you Molly from San Diego, CA for purchasing I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Emma from Perth, Australia for purchasing I Love You~ Card by frozenfa
Thank you Dana from Franklin, IN for purchasing customized (julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
(julian-k2) Julian, Rasta Crab Keychain by frozenfa
Thank you so so SO MUCH to everyone who have visited and purchased from Frozenfa and SilentCries Store over at Zazzle!!! I’m so proud to announce that to date, there has been 98342 visits at Frozenfa and 10614 visits at SilentCries!!! i think Frozenfa also got listed in the homepage as Featured Seller twice so far.. i’m truly touched.. This year will be my fourth year over at Zazzle.com!
Thank you so much to Zazzle.com for the opportunities to sell my designs on your super cool range of products and also for awarding me with a Basic ProSeller badge! Awww… X) wish i can hug you guys… ^^”
I’ll work hard this year to upload my latest designs into different products and create even more designs!! Thank you so much, once again, to all my supporters!!!!
YES, PEOPLE!!! Not sure what to get for your love ones this Christmas?! Karin’s putting up several of her original drawings for sale!! You Lucky You!!! =D Check out Karin’s redbubble journal here. Man, i wish i can buy some.. i can’t store any artworks at my pathetic house.. am so envious of you guys who can buy Karin’s work… T_T
Here are the details!!
Below are images of the drawings currently available.
Just saw the show “Asia Exposed 2″ earlier at Channel News Asia while i work on making more pendants.. i truly regretted my silly move to listen to the whole show.. i don’t know how inspiring is it to photographers out there.. cos all i hear are stories about mental patients having support and love from their family/spouse..
I mean.. sure, i guess the show is supposed to be encouraging, thus there’s always the “they’ve made it this far thanks to the love and support they get from blah blah..”.. But i wonder.. i wonder how other mental patients react to this show.. i just wonder.. i’m sure there are some of us who don’t actually have the beautiful support that the featured people have, right? for those who don’t have them.. how do they feel.. are they ok..? do they feel encouraged? any end up upset or tearing up like me? or am i just weird for watching the show? but hey, i thought it’s a show to bring about awareness of mental illnesses.. how i know it’d be kinda 1 sided..
i felt kinda upset and regretful that i watched.. or more like listen to the show.. i was listening while i paste the glasses on the printouts.. i was like.. yea, i guess you could say i feel jealous.. like.. envy.. those who have support from their family or spouse.. i felt alone again.. i thought i’d be able to push away this feeling. but i guess it’ll always come back and bite me where it hurts~ -_-”
i wish i know someone who had no one.. ok, i think i sounded a lil sadistic here, but hey! i just wanna know, how did they managed to survive thus far? how long have they been coping “alone”.. and what motivates them to live on.. But then again, i don’t think the tv will ever feature the not so fortunate mentally ill people.. but hey! if they can talk about how they’ve coped thus far, then it’s not considered a negative show, right?! i think it will be encouraging for us “patients” out here if we can learn about how our other “comrades” managed to survived thus far.. like.. seriously, don’t tell me all surviving mental patients had or found love??? if that’s the case, then am i ultimately doom to suicide or what??
I’ve already given up on receiving counselling since my counselor matter-of-factly told me that i can’t keep coming for counselling forever.. that’s like.. nice… real nice…. To all counselors out there, if you’ve just gave birth, and is not exactly ready to go back to counselling people who sincerely and truthfully need you - please, don’t hurry back to work.. or maybe i just don’t matter since i go for free counselling, losing me, is no big deal for them hey? excuse me for not being an employed individual~ maybe if i’m a paying patient, i’d not be brushed off like that after i shamelessly confessed that i have no where else where i can be myself, cept for the little counselling room i thought i could count on~
i understand that humans makes mistakes.. that i should be forgiving.. but you know.. i could’ve just ended myself that day. That night, my mind wailed like.. i couldn’t even describe the pain in my chest.. emily.. emily evaporated.. disappeared! Tim.. my mind.. the rage and pain i felt.. i shouldn’t have created emily in the first place.. i shouldn’t have believed in love in the first place.. these people.. they tell me to come out.. to believe in love.. to give love a chance.. hah.. i should have known better, right? No one can accept the real me! when i’m down, they treat me like i’m sick and avoid me or worst, scold me for feeling down. To date, i STILL have to pretend to be ok and happy all the time at home AND at work!! it’s like either i pretend happy or be left alone by “friends” or scorned by family…
i trusted people who seem nice. i thought people who’re nice to me care.. i guess i was wrong.. nice words, are just those. nice words.. people like to say nice encouraging words.. it makes them feel helpful, it makes them feel good. in reality, how many of them truly meant them? in reality, these people either regard me as their competitor, or are just playing nice and courteous. ultimately, nobody could accept me for what i am. not even the nicest bunch of people i’ve met..
I’ve had many.. many telling me i’m loved. i have a loving family.. each time anyone said that, the heart just cringed! cos really, what do these people know..? i can’t be bothered to explain my depression to them really.. i can’t be bothered, cos these people are not interested to know my history. they’re just saying words of kindness.. i know now~ i know better now.. why i can’t be bothered? because most of these people don’t even believe or care that i have clinical depression~
i’ve had oh so many lovely normal people out there tell me, “Oh, you don’t look like you have depression at all! =D”
Haha… verrrry funny people. if i ACTUALLY look like i have depression, i should seriously be admitted into hospital already, FOOLS! Not ALL mental patients are in hospitals, you know! Some of us are allowed to roam the streets. YES!! Even after i told my doc last time i felt like killing x, y, z and myself, they just wrote a diagnosis of clinical depression and ask me come of followup. Nice hey?! =D i guess i was let free cos i told him that “i’m still here cos i couldn’t decide on how i wanna die..”
Oh oh!!! To those of you who ask me to “hey cheer up!” or “why you look so sad?!” when i’m actually feeling too down to put on a smiling face - Please lah! i got depression, can’t i look upset when i feel upset!? i’m not at home leh! Outside my house also i must wear mask in front of you all?! Not happy see my sad face, don’t see lah! XP
Wow.. i just realised i’ve finally managed to put to words things i’ve been meaning to say for so long.. Sweet!! I guess there’s a positive side opposite a negative side hey? While i feel upset hearing stories of mental patients having support and love, i manage to write down stuffs i’ve been wanting to say for so long~ XD
i won’t be surprised if i get other vendors using my illness to sabotage me or my business if they read this entry.. i’ve had one fat biatch cheated me of my trust and money the first year i started my own “lil stall”. pfft~ It doesn’t help of course.. to have depression, and be in the business line.. businessman and woman, are naturally competitive and merciless.. like my closest friend advice me – “there is no “friends” in business“. even if i’m not selling the same things as them, i’m still considered a competition. cool hey? i’m suddenly reminded of an entry i wrote last june. Oh well, that’s what the business world is like. and i’m sure most Singaporeans will agree with me that everything is just business here, in Singapore. it’s all about the moneeeeey~
How ugly..
So basically all i have is this “business”.. can i survive and live on with just the want to create and share and sell? i don’t really consider it a business really.. i mean.. i’m doing a 1 man show, and hardly earn more than $3-400 (sales total, not profit total, mind you) a month since i’m only “open for business” every first and last weekends of the month (meaning 4 days a month).. ok… i can actually hear some laughing at how pathetic i must sound already… hnnn.. whatever. all i have is this business, and i will fight on!! ..|.,
